Worth iT

I am not a patient person. When I can actually find something I want, I can find a way to get it. I like to play by the rules but have been known to bend them from time to time, when it counts. It is a way to saying I did not come here to lose.
I brush my teeth when I am upset. I have too many moleskines I will never fill up. I have not been that hungry lately.
This might not be pretty but I have got to find a way to fight, to beat the odds, to prove to you I am worth it.
I am learning to keep my damn mouth shut and my mind also, to be quite thing everyday even though it's eating me up inside. I will not say a word.
I am trying...