Time for a new year?

Hello 2010! Each year, I look forward to the New Year with plenty of excitement. I love celebrating with family and having blast at New Year gathering. But after the balloons have popped and the cheers die down, I often sit back and quietly reflect on the year that's passed. And the I ask myself: "How could I have let 365 days go by in a blink of an eye, without achieving even a half of the things I'd set out to do?"
Perhaps that's why we love the promise that each New Year brings: a fresh start, a brand new you, and a whole new set of goals to be achieved. It's like a second chance that life throws you so you can learn from mistakes of the past and do better job of it this year.
What does 2010 hold us all? Who knows, but one thing's for sure, it's going to be an adventure for me (waiting for my posting...need a lot of pray for this)
So...let's get started...!!! Here's come 2010

He's The ONE

28/12/09

I guess he's that one person who will always be in my heart. He's that person who I like to keep for the rest of my life. He's that person who I will always love, and will never have the will and strength to move on from. He's that person who I will always remember of making me feel special and of believing in me when no one else was. He's that person who will always make me giddy and make me smile brightly and widely. He's that person who will always understand me, on try to. He's that person who I will always get along with. He's that person who I can't imagine my life without. He's that person...he's that one person Alexander

xoxo,
Dymph

ANYTHING could Possibly...

It’s pretty sad and amazing at the same time, how I could draw you from memory as if you’re right in front of me.
I miss you quite terribly.
And honestly, I’d kill to have another lazy Monday.
Another kiss, another call, another look.

ANYTHING.

Hye B, this one's for you

Boring Time

Art...art...art <<<3

LOVE,
Me Dym

Owl City Great Songs

GOSH!!! Im found my new songs...good band Owl City...with amazing music...thumb(2x)up 2 them. Enjoy the music with great drawing



Lyrics:
The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
Id send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.
I'll watch the night turn light blue
But its not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Til I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly.
I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you,
I don't feel so alone...I don't feel so alone...i don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink I'll think of you tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world I knew
But I swear I wont forget you
Oh if my voice could reach back to the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling I wish you were here.

Inside Me

You may not be her first, her last and her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she love you now, what else matter? She's not perfect__ you either, and the two of you may never be perfect together, but if she can make you comfort, cause you to think twice and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day but she will give you a part of her she knows you can break her heart. So don't hurt her, don't make her change her mind, don't analyze and don't even make her feel not belonging to you. Smile when she makes you happy. Let her know when she makes you mad and miss her when she's was not there.

Love me,
Dymphna

What's Love

It is when someone says they'll text or call you again later. Then you keep on waiting with hope and joy to hear his voice. Knowing they'll never text or call you again...You sleep with tears on your face and you wake up waiting for SORRY.

Tears...Tears...Tears...
Dymphna

Pearls of Wisdom (9)

A little jealousy in a relationship is healthy. It's always nice to know someone afraid of lose you. Isn't it sweet???

LOVE,
Dymphna

I'm really MAD!!!

"Stay mad as long as you can. Because once you’re not mad anymore, it hurts. It hurts like hell and once it hurts that bad, you can’t make yourself mad anymore."

Fire burning in my head...
Dymphna

L.O.V.E

Love isn’t about the romantic nights or gifts. It isn’t about fireworks going off around you when you have that first, real kiss. Love isn’t about kissing in the rain and dancing beneath the stars. It isn’t about the big moments or the big surprises. Love is not a fairytale. Love is about still having the butterflies after years. It’s about the second looks and laying in bed wide awake, all night, because you can’t go to sleep mad at each other. It’s about being willing to sacrifice, literally, everything for someone, just because you care so deeply for them. It’s not about buying them gifts, but it’s about leaving them little presents here and there, just to remind them that you are constantly thinking about them. Love is about all of the little things, that add up to really big things. Love is rare and special, but should not be treated as if it will break. Love needs to be thrown around and beat up a little bit, worn in, but not worn down. Love needs to be a comfortable feeling, a place to go when no one else in the world can relate. A safe place, where you know that no matter how ugly you look or how angry you are, you will still be loved.

---The D

Blessed Christmas 2009

Ho Ho Ho....Blessed Christmas....

Should I Say This???

"Whenever I fell sad, I just think about our happy moments together and a thought that he loves me so much makes me feel okay"

In Blue---
Dymphna =(

9 Hardest Times of Your Life.

1. Being questioned when you yourself do not understand.

2. Pretending to be innocent of what you know about.

3. Trying to forget something you never will.

4. Admitting you were wrong after being so insistent that you were right.

5. Debating with yourself.

6. Accepting the fact that some things are not meant to be.

7. Trying to understand when you just can’t.

8. Realizing that you’ve been tricked after you’ve given your whole heart.

9. Parting and letting go of someone you’ve loved.

Pearls of Wisdom (8)

"Just because I don’t scream my feelings, doesn’t mean I have none. Just because I seem indestructible, doesn’t mean I’m not weak. Just because I don’t cry in front of you, doesn’t mean I’m heartless. Just because you think you know me, doesn’t mean you actually do."

Pearls of Wisdom (7)

Love always,
Dymna John

Good things in life.

1. when people smile at you. and you smile back. =)
2. snuggling into your warm bed and when it gets too warm, turning the pillow over to the cold side. (like this)
3. having money to go on a shopping spree. a big one. (wow...if only i av this big money)
4. taking risks and turning out to be success. (uhhhh...)
5. everything about christmas. & the lead up to christmas & yes, even mince pies.(yes...xmas always a great moment)
6. spending quality time with family. (thumbs up!!!)
7. laughing till you cant breathe. like literally. (i've been thru this and it's really fun)
8. the sun and the stars. in fact, astrology in general and space and rockets and stuff. (science stuff...it nineth tulivot lg ni)
9. the internet. (24 hours blogging)
10. photography. like proper nice pictures that make you smile like. (yup...)
11. going on holiday. & the sun. (holiday...always wants to av this change but SUN owh no...no...no)
12. catching the bus just in time to find the bus driver is a cute old man that greets and wished you a good day. (hahahaha...)
13. finding nice clothes in your size in a sale. (of cos...)
14. music and fashion. (always be in my heart)
15. when your favourite song comes up on shuffle on your ipod or on the radio. (sing out loud even my voice so damn bad...hehehe)
16. going from a totally freezing place like outside in aberdeen’s case and then going inside your cosy house. (eweh...)
17. catching glances from random babes you dont even know. (emmm...)
18. green plants - yes, without this we most probably won’t be living on this planet.(i'm not kind of green-finger but my home surrounded with a lot of green plants n i like it)
19. funny people. i.e, not necessarily comdians. (i av one----my love one...muah...muah...love his jokes)
20. the fact that you’re actually alive. (and thanks God i'm still alive)

Pearls of Wisdom (6)

"Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody, you don’t want to smile, and you don’t wanna fake being happy, but at the same time, you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either?"

Noise A-Z

Nice Start

I wake up every morning with a smile on my face pushing aside all misery. I try to think of the good things I have in life. Everyone is different, but everyone feels pain. Yet, we all have those times where we just look up and say thank you because we are lucky enough to be where we are. Girls are bruttle and some guys break hearts, but thats just life, and we all have to learn to accept it. If you think
about all the downsides of everything you will end up having a terrible day. Stop thinking about it and think about the things you do have. Breathe and tell yourself you’re going to be fine because in the end miracles do happen. It’s going to be hard at times and your going to cry. It’s going to go smoothly at times because nothing went wrong in the day. This is life and what its made up of. Appreciate what you have and don’t live by what you want because that’s not what it’s about. Let the people that most care about you help you through everything because that’s the best thing anyone should ask for. Don’t forget, everything really truly does happen for a reason.

Pearls of Wisdom (5)

Love...
Dymna

Pearls of Wisdom (4)

"I'm not the silly romantic you think. I don't want the heavens or the shooting stars. I don't want gemstones or gold. I have those things already. I want a steady hand. A kind soul. I want to fall asleep, and wake, knowing my heart is safe."

Make it Feel

It's kind of like...the difference between putting my hand on my knee, and him putting his hand on my knee. When we touch our knee, we don't feel it, nothing happen, it's just there. But when he has his hand there, I can feel everything. Every move of his palm, every squeeze of his hand, and every brush of his finger. And that make me feel right down to my toes and up to my neck. Everything in my body tingles, but it's the most wonderful things ever happen. Every moves he makes, he makes a different.

Pearls of Wisdom (3)

"You will never know how many times I've laid in my bed, all night, just thinking of how much you mean to me, and how much I love and missing you all times."

Missing you always,
Princess Dymna

Pearls of Wisdom (2)

No one gets tired of loving...

But everyone gets tired of waiting,
assuming, hearing promises,
saying sorry and
all the hurting...

Love,
Lady Dymna

Pearls of Wisdom

"When I tell you I love you, I don't say it out of habit, or to make conversation. I say it to remind you that you're the best thing that ever happened to me. Cause I don't want to love another day without you."

Love,
Lady Dymna

THE DEVIL'S BEATITUDES

Blessed are those who are too tired, too busy, too distracted to spend an hour once a week with their fellow Christians in Church - they are my workers.
Blessed are those Christians who want to be asked and expect to be thanked - I can use them.
Blessed are the touchy, with a bit luck they may stop going to church - they are my missionaries.
Blessed are those who are very religious but get on everyone's nerves - they are mine forever.
Blessed are the trouble makers - they shall be called my children.
Blessed are those who have no time to pray - they are easy to prey for me.
Blessed are the gossipers 0 for they are my secret agents.
Blessed are those who are critical of church leadership - for they shall inherit a place with me, in my fate.
Blessed are the complainers - I am all ears for them.
Blessed are you when you read this and think it is about other people and not yourself - I've got you!!!

Walking in another's shoes

Putting ourselves in another person's shoes is the key to empathy and true non-judgmental understanding. Each of us has a unique set of circumstances that make up our lives, and how we are derives from a combination of our conditioning, our innate nature, our experiences, and our environment. But we are all human beings, with the seeds of all human actions latent within us.

Love in the Air

If I'll make my eyes blind,
Can you hear my honest heart?
If you close your ear,
Can you see the sincerity of my heart?
If love is blind,
Can you alter the feelings?
If I cry,
Can you describe it?
I love you not as the shadows of my eyes,
Can be describe in words,
It's really a deep meaning,
I love you not because on purpose,
It's not what you think,
It's in my heart,
Because love really in my heart just for you.

I got this idea on the 07/11/09 at 12.06am, thinking about my man...really missing him so much and this poem just for him (LOVE>>>LOVE>>>LOVE>>>)

Best Moments In Life

5 best moments that I found in my life

1. Falling in love.
2. Laughing till stomach hurts.
3. Enjoying a ride down the country side.
4. Listening to my favorite song on the radio/laptop.
5. Going to sleep listening to the rain pouring outside.

Sabahan & Sarawakian (Beauty of brain)

How if all MALAYSIAN are like this?

We've been independent for quite some time. It's about 52 years already.
And yet, some races still think that Malaysia belongs to them.

1 Malaysia huh?

Here some conversation that I rarely being question...over n over again...GOSH!!!

First day at UUM ground
Mr X: hi! welcome to college mas!
Me: hi! thank so much.
Mr X: oh, dari Indon eh?
Me: HA!!! tidak lah. dari Sabah.
Mr X: Oh Sabah. Kuching?
Me: *friendly smile fades.stares at him* NO. Kota Kinabalu.
Mr X: oh, bukan sama ka?
Me: NO, NOT THE SAME....

During every mid-sem break
Ms X: u going back for holidays?
Me: yup! going to KL want to celebrate Raya with my cousins
Ms X: u celebrate Raya?
Me: yes! of coz. i celebrate Xmas, Raya, CNY, Deepavali.
Ms X: really? why?
Me: coz i have a multi-ethnic environment back home. that's why.
Ms X: u mean u have Muslim family?
Me: of coz i do!!!

At College
Officer: dari Sabah ke?
Me: yup!
Off: kaum ape?
Me: Kadazan.
Off: oh, bumiputera Sabah ke lain-lain?
Me: Bumi+Sabah. *mono-sarcastic tone*

Campus UUM
Fren: Dym, dari Sabah kan?
Me: yup!
Fren: kaum ape majoriti? Iban?
Me: Iban Swak la syg oi. Kadazan majority di Sabah.
Fren: hahaha. i selalu keliru le dengan Sabah dan Sarawak.
Me: km x tau meh??? (tbelik biji mata)
Fren: blajar jg le. tapi tak ditekankan.
Me: really????????????????

UUM Hub Etnik Exam Question (taken during sem 2)
Antara yang berikut, kaum manakah yang menyambut Hari Gawai?
A. Iban
B. Bidayuh
C. Kelabit
D. Kadazan

Someone didn't do their homework thoroughly or maybe the question wasn't specific enough.

Hari Gawai is celebrated by Kaum Dayak Laut, which consists mainly of Iban and Bidayuh. and so the answer is A&B. I ticked both in my answer sheet. As my sign of protest towards the question. HAHAHA=)

Even though I'm Kadazan but I still know and understand others races quiet good enough...shame on all of the persons that still didn't even know that we belong in one nation with so many ethnics.

PROUD BEING KADAZAN!!!

Forgiveness

Am just an ordinary girl who finds the simple things in life to give the most pleasure and happiness. But there is still some things that I cannot predict will comes to our life. So many obstacle comes through our life every seconds. Oh God, onto You I ask for Your forgiveness. For I am to sinful to ask for Your forgiveness. Every words and my prejudice to others people make me really sinful. I'm to far away from You my Lord. Please do forgive me. There is so many things that I cares in my life until I forget to speak with You even just for a while. I want to adore You my Lord. Forgive me for all my mistake, my selfishness, my jealousy, my words and all my bad attitudes. Oh Lord, Jesus Christ whom shall I beg for others than Your forgiveness. I miss to talk with You my Lord. I know You are so great and always forgive Your children. How wonderful...You are worthy in my praise my Lord, Jesus Christ. Amen

Funny...but proud be SABAHAN...

While doing my work, suddenly pop out some web about bahasa sabah...then (pa lg) my eyes spit at the web. I'm reading thru the web and find some words that really funny...it's totally make me to laugh and at the same time miss my home...so check below for some words that usually we hear from SABAHAN people and gerenti urang Sabah, if u say and understand these words....

1. tuuuna/ saaaana - points with the lips - (there-- at a distance)(the longer the 'tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuna / saaaaaaaaaaaaaana' the further the place is hahahaha)
2. limpas (to pass/walk by - saya mau limpas dulu? Euse me, can I passby?
3. palui (stupid, duh!)
4. tapuk (to hide)
5. bida (ugly)
6. bubut (as in proper malay- "kejar", to chase)
7. sakai (ignorant, uncivilized, "hoosier")
8. andang-andang (that's how it is)
9. inda/tia (short form of "tidak" - not, no)
10. wicin (another brand of msg as in "aji-no- moto" - a seasoning or food enhancer)
11. talampau (proper malay - "terlampau"- too much)
12. takajut (proper malay - "terkejut" - shocked, startled)
13. siorang (proper malay -"kami"/ "saya-orang" - us, we)
14. ngam-ngam (proper malay "kebetulan" - et, at that time)
15. mangkali (proper malay "barangkali" - maybe, perhaps)
16. kamarin (proper malay "kelmarin" - yesterday)
17. kanapa (proper malay "kenapa" - why)
18. gia (___expression - "is it?")
19. bah (___expression - "ok!")
20. ah? (question, "Apa?" What?)
21. kici/kicil (proper malay "kecil" - small)
22. basar (proper malay "besar" - big, huge)
23. siok (___expression/description, proper malay "seronok" - enjoyable, great, etc-)
24. urang ("orang" - people; sometimes used "diurang" - them, they)
25. karing ("kering" - dry)
26. umban ("humban, lempar" - throw)
27. kana ("kena"- got ie--"kena umban" --got thrown)
28. padih ("pedih" - as in "Mata saya padih/pedih!" - My eyes stings, painful)
29. numbur ("nombor" - number)
30. gali ("geli" as in squeemish about something, or "gali"--gali lubang as in Dig a hole.)
31. dorang ("dia orang/diurang" - them, they - Dorang pigi tamu. They went to the market.)
32. panat ("penat" - tired)
33. katawa ("ketawa" - laugh, laughing)
34. lanjang (a.k.a. "periuk /belanga " - pots/pans)
35. putung ("potong" - cut, slice)
36. Buduh ("bodoh" - stupid)
37. tongo/bongo ("stupido" - same as above )
38. kabaru-baruan ("kebaru-baruan"- new to something)
39. giuk (proper malay "ulat"- worm)
40. Sikui (Tembikai - watermelon)
41. Santut (Underwear)
42. celana/salana (Seluar)
43. gipit (to grip...)
44. kadapatan (caught red handed.. or as the malays in kl say..'kantoi')
45. kebangkalan (choked while eating..proper malay = 'tersedak')
46. ketulahan (bad karma)
47. bahai (plastic bag)
48. uinnaaa! (used to express various feelings, mostly when surprised..)
49. ging (derived from the word gang.. means kawan/member)
50. lugai-lugai (x tentu arah)
51. poncit - pancit
52. aisboks- refrigerator
53. sikang-sudu
54. tergarit-tergaris
55. Sabak ---- means baru ko tau... in english = I TOLD U...
56. Duiiii dogo! = My goodness!! / Oh my!!
57. palis palis - touch wood
58. kogutan - hangover
59. api api - kota kinabalu
60. thai lingong - worse than buduh
61. Aramaitee(latest additon) – direct translation – huge gathering (localized meaning – drinlking session
62. skijap - soon / in a short while / later
63. SOT - crazy (like me)
PROUD TO BE SABAHAN

Aizat-Pergi

This song really touching me. It's from the TALENTIME movie. Enjoy it!

Lyrics
Sayu terpisah hikayat indah
kini hanya tinggal sejarah
berhembus angin rindu
begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu

hujan lebat mencurah kini
bagaikan tiada henti
kaulah laguku kau irama terindah
tak lagi kudengari
kau pergi.. pergi..

sepi tanpa kata terdiam dan kaku
tak daya kau kulupa apa pun kata mereka
biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia

How did you know you love him?

Have you ever thought back to the moment you first said "I love you" to boyfriend. I do all the time. But there is always that moment when you knew, this is the person I want to live with for the rest of my life, I really love this person, and you can’t picture a life without them. I remember telling my boyfriend I loved him for the first time months and months ago.
Look, in my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person is still going to think the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with. I so found that person, regardless of how ugly I look or if my bronzer makes me look like kin to an Oompa Loompa, he loves me and thinks I’m beautiful. He has always been there for me and to this day I get butterflies when he kisses me. I went to sleep, missing him but knowing that this is really love, and i don't think i have ever been anymore satisfied then that very moment.

When was the first time you realized that is was love... REAL love? And what made you realize it?

Quote for thought:

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.
-St. Augustine

Busy...Busy...Busy

Fuuh...I've been about 2 months didn't post anything in my blog. It's been a very busy time for me as a student. Doing my assignment, every inch of my day is full of my work...quiet stress enough to make me crazy...hehehe...but I still can control my stress. ORAIT!!! Jesus always be with me. By now I'll gonna off for a while from blogging and gonna focus on my study...(me like, it's a good motivation of me).

The Prefect Boyfriend....

The Perfect Boyfriend!
I saw this information of the perfect boyfriend..
What make a prefect boyfriend for a gal?
Here are some ways that a guy can make his gal feel special..
Try them and it should work well..

Every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her.
Even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
(My be i should try one day. Thus, it's quite comfy)

• leave her cute text notes.
(Love it cos i think it's very sweet and enhance the relationship.. hee..)

• kiss her in front of your friends.
(sweet...sweet...never try i before, maybe he gonna do it next time)

• tell her she is gorgeous..
(I will love it if he tell me that..:P)

• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
(I like it cos i can tell whether he is sincere or not and whether he is faking it
when he talks to me..)

• let her mess with your hair
(I simply love it!)

• touch her hair.
(I do like it...make me feel very pamper)

• just walk around with her.
(I like it cos i think it is romantic just walking around with him.. As i love his company.. )

• "FORGiVE HER FOR HER MiSTAKES"
(I think this is wat he should always do through it may sound not fair.. Ha..)

• look at her like she`s the only one you see.
(He has been doing that)

• tickle her even when she says stop.
(I Absolutely hate it! Cos it's a kinda of torture! Arrgghh..)

• hold her hand when you`re around your friends.
(I like it cos it makes me feel loved..)

• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
(I never really swear at him before..)

• let her fall asleep in your arms..
(I love too...)

• get her mad, then kiss her.
(Going made me mad ha...that gonna make him into trouble)

• tease her and let her tease you back.
(He always love to do that)

• stay up all night with her when she`s sick.
(I like when he beside me, but not for troubling him around when i'm sick)

• watch her favorite movie with her.
(I've been waiting for this moment to come)

• kiss her forehead.
(I kinda of like that feeling.. Cos it make you feel special to him..)

• give her the world.
(Let it remain as a puzzle..)

• write her letters.
(he never write me a letter, cos we messaging everyday heheheh....)

• let her wear your clothes.
(Err.. Wear his clothes is just like putting on a pyjamas.. haha..)

• when she`s sad, hang out with her.
(I love dis feeling when i am sad and he trying to pamper me)

• let her know she`s important.
(He always does that to make sure that i know it.. It make me feel very good!)

• let her take all the photos she wants of you.
(I like to take photos of him..)

• kiss her in the pouring rain.
(Wow...it's really melancholic)

• you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.
(He always does that.. Whenever he does that, i feel very blessed to have him as my
special bf)

What friendship really is...

I've been thinking this kind of question very deep...emmm many thought comes in my mind.
But it would be really neat to be able to see inside their heads and see what they really do think.
I think I'm pretty darned lucky...my friends give me the feeling of genuine friendship.

It's like we are...all for one and one for all.
We can trust each other,
We all share our 'toys'.
We can do things as 'couples'...
Or have a 'girls' daynight out'...
We can just be 'ourselves'...the good, the bad and the ugly.
We can cry on each others' shoulders...
Cheer each other on to success...
Vent about our crazy families...
Laugh like there's no tomorrow...and...
Share a bottle of wine and get totaly silly.
We welcome new friends to join us...
And can be friends with many other people...
It's pretty rare...

It's Hurt

I know I've hurt you with my words and action, I don't mean to be mad at you and quarrel over small things. I can be very ego and self centered most of the time but with you, I tend to forget easily. Perhaps, I love you more than I think I am. No matter how hard I my mind want to stop thinking but my heart won't allow it. It hurts when I force my heart to ignore the feelings that I have for you...that is because I love you so much.

Soul talk*_*

oooooo (yawn)....uhhhhh so boring with all of this assignments, gonna submit within this weeks...Gosh!!!sometimes we even don't have time for our self. Just have to prepared with all this works...I think I'll gonna get to work it now. READY-SET-GO hehehehe...duh...tiring all the time makes me have this kind of sickness (malas) so evil this kind of sickness.


~Miss, mum (my muncacy), my bini (cab), my bro (mr.roy'cos he have boroi stomach')my hero (dad...dodi)
~Miss aunties, my beloved granny (ina is very the happening all the time)
~Miss my cuzzy yg crazy all the time -miss don-don-
~Miss Ana& Mr. Byx gonna wait their new family member...kikiki n they will be a aunty & a uncle hehehe...i'm also cannot wait to see that....
~Gonna see them this very soon end of year...(teethee...cannot wait)

DUH....

Fuuu...so boring things to do as far the month past by. Should some one give me a things that really don't bored...doing assignment duh...everyday gonna struggle doing this stuff...ehhh...nak kan so many keluhan...TIRED lol....i wanna go home...miss home so badly. I can even dream my sweet bed at home...



Lot of missing things I miss about hometown...

Friends We All Need

Women base friendships on feelings of recognition, women like to show that they are very much the same as the other and show their weaknesses to their friends. Where men enjoy to talk with friends about their accomplishments and might even brag about some achievements, women are very careful with this. They are more likely to tell each other their most embarrassing moments or how they made a stupid mistake, and chances are high that their friends come up with even more awkward stories. Confession and recognition is how women confirm their friendships.

Having friends helps us in having a satisfactory and successful life, but apparently it also affects our health. People with more friends live longer than people with few friends. We can explain this by saying that the more friends we have the more chance that someone can give the right thing at the right time. Not all friends are the same. With different issues, you will probably go to different friends. Where one friend will give you a shoulder to cry on, the other will try to distract you from the issue by suggesting an activity.

The Motivator:
This person is someone who is always enthusiastic about what you are doing or planning to do, whether you want to throw a steady career to become a ice cream vendor in Antarctica or open a bed and breakfast in your garden shed. This person will always say: "Go for it, girl!" and does not judge your plans or curious career changes at all. This person motivates, inspires and will give you a little extra push where needed, because this friend only sees opportunities ahead.

The Friend in Need:
She is in crisis-management mode all the time and feels at her best when she can help out. She is down on her hands and knees when you lost your contact lens. She is there on a Sunday morning helping you mob after you house flooded. She borrows you her car. She organizes, saves and takes care until you are no longer in need of anything.

The Confidant:
With this person you can discuss anything from your mother in law to last night's erotic dream, and most of all; you can discuss with this friend things that you would not discuss with your partner. This friend will laugh with you, cry with you, but would never judge you. She will listen to you, but never repeat to others what you told her.

The Fun Friend:
Girls just wanna have fun, and this friend knows how to have uncomplicated fun at any place at any time. She is not embarrassed to go from the slide in the playground, or to flirt with a 20 years younger waiter on a terrace. She loves karaoke nights and tries all free testers of perfume in a local warehouse. She is unruly, relaxed and celebrates life.

The Truth Teller:
This is a friend who does not try to rise above you, but truly wants you to bring out the best of yourself. She will not only tell you when you are not dressed properly for your age, or that you really are drinking too much lately, but she will also tell you when you are wrong in an argument with your partner, or that you really are a little too harsh on your children. You need to realize that this friend is only telling you the truth because she wants you to have a chance to change it and better yourself. She does not say these things from jealousy or revenge, but truly loves you.

The Surprising Friend:
Most of our friends have a similar background to our own; they are about the same age, have a similar level of education, employment, or come from a similar cultural background. But we can enlarge our world and our perspectives by opening up for other people as well. By having friends from different backgrounds, friends with different cultures or a friend that is twice or half your age, you can learn many things about each other.

So think about what friends we really want to =D

Woman's Handbag

Below i've listed items which should live in every woman's handbag - without these items we would be lost!

Money - probably an obvious choice but how many times have you left the house and forgotten your purse? Get rid of your loose change instead of collecting it in a jar at home.

Mobile phone - what on earth did we do before mobile phones were invented? Well I guess we used smelly telephone boxes but that meant that people couldn't get hold of us if they were running late, also it meant that we would have to talk super fast before the beeps told us that the call was ending - urgh.

Shopper or old plastic bag - plastic bags are evil. Fact. When out shopping don't
a) ruin your outfit by coordinating it with a tacky branded bag or
b) add to the ever-increasing land fill problems by using up another plastic bag. Reuse an old plastic bag or use a cotton shopper that can fold up inside your handbag instead.

Book/magazine - you will regret not bringing a book with you when you're sat in a cafe/restaurant alone and have nothing to look at but the smoochy couple sat at the table next to you.

Diary - unless you have a fancy mobile phone you'll need something in your bag which acts as an organiser. Otherwise you'll forget what day of the week it is.

Makeup - how many times have you gone straight from work to a bar or restaurant feeling slightly 'naked' as the makeup on your face has miraculously disappeared? Don't let this happen again!

Tissues - toilets without paper, sneezes, hay fever...we all need tissues.

Tampon/San pads - don't be caught out again, make sure that you always have a tampon with you!

Pen - you'll need this to write in your diary or your number on his arm.

Keys - you don't want to be locked out do you? Then don't forget your keys.

MP3 player with headphones - sunny lunch hour in the park? Lonesome walk across the bridge? This needs a soundtrack.

Safety pins - why doesn't everyone keep at least one in their bag? Safety pins are so handy. Broken bra strap? No worries. Broken bag? No worries. Broken heart? Well we can't help you there...

Plasters - sore feet from painful shoes aren't pleasant at all and can actually ruin your day. Make sure you keep a couple of plasters in your bag. You'll be so grateful the day you need them.

Comb or hairbrush - cave woman chic? We don't think so. Tidy yourself up a little and keep your hair sleek.

Vaseline - great for dry lips, dry hands and getting a ring off your finger if it gets stuck.

Moisturiser with SPF - chapped dry skin isn't fun and neither is sunburn. Make sure you keep a mini bottle or sachet of moisturiser in your bag that contains a medium to high sun protection factor.

Sunglasses - for sunny days, hangovers and those who like to look a little mysterious.

Wet wipes - spillages, dirty hands, armpits - your choice.

Chewing gum/mints - keep fresh throughout the day, for your sake and everyone else's.

Teaching, make me learn...

For only 2 months and 2 weeks, my teaching become more improve...but so many thing come to mind make me wondering for a long time (emmmm...)Teaching is a part of a very busy field, much more doing things such as make documents and classroom management then teaching a lot to students...so stress...so tired...Let me think again hehehe...but I can get many experience in this field and enjoying doing this things.

So Far...

Yerrr...so tired. Being a teacher really make me feel how was the tiring time go inside me...arrgghh:( Students is the most tired thing to handle with. They comes in every single characters that we don't even know it. They can be aggressive, naughty, 'keras kepala' and so talkative(ehhhh geram).
They now, I know how was my teachers feel when I was at the school time. It so hard to express cos, not all were gone be a teacher rite...but from this practical woooh! I really feel the pain, my bloddy blood also always 'naik' (cepat kena strok) and sp strees cos' I don't know how to handle this type of students that was very naughty.
Hopefully I can survive in this area....

Tools Represent A Teacher

TOOTHPICK-reminds us to look for the good qualities in our students. You may be the only teacher who says something positive to them that day.

RUBBER BAND-reminds the teacher that they have to be flexible. Things don't always go the way we plan, But flexibility will help to work it out.

BAND AID-reminds the teacher that sometimes we do more than teach, That we help heal hurt feelings, broken dreams, And lend an ear to a problem.

PENCIL-reminds us to be thankful and we should list our blessings daily, But also encourage our students to list their blessings And to be proud of their accomplishments.

ERASER-reminds us to allow students to know we are human And make mistakes just like they do, and it's ok. We must all be able to learn from our mistakes.

CHEWING GUM-reminds us to stick with it And encourage our students to do like wise. Even the impossible task or assignment can be accomplished By sticking to it.

MINT-reminds us and our students we are worth a mint. (We may not be paid a mint, but are worth one.)

CANDY KISS-reminds us that everyone needs a hug, Kiss, or warm fuzzy everyday. (All teachers, students, parents, and even administrators)

TEA BAG-reminds us we need time to relax, Go over our blessing, and take time for others. Family, husbands, wives, friends, children need quality time together.

A teacher must be willing to show their students how much they care =D

On being a teacher.

Some things have happened recently to make me think more about the role of a teacher. My mind keeps turning over the phrase- anyone can teach someone something, but not everyone can be a teacher. I like to think of the role of the teacher as comprised of different parts- teaching is twenty five percent providing information, forty percent guiding the students and thirty five percent getting along with the students.

1. Providing information simply means that- giving notes, lectures etc, where the teacher shares with the students information that he has read or that is in the text book or other literature.

2. Guiding the students- this includes :Making students aware of the all the various sources of information available, e.g.

i) printed matter such as books, newspapers, journals, articles, instruction leaflets, brochures, and even things like cereal boxes, road signs etc.,

ii) electronic media, e.g. radio, television, internet , movies, etc. ,

iii)people, e.g experts and everyone else ( everyone has a story to tell and a lesson to teach or information to share) ,and

iv) tours, visits and travel opportunities.

Teaching the students how to use information. The teacher can help the students to decide on the purpose of the information ; how to gather information, through means such as by interviews, surveys, observations, making notes, memorizing, recording, and analysing and critical reading; how to sort information and use it, e.g. how to relate pieces of information to each other, how to derive meaningfulness from the information and how to apply the information to their lives or occupations.

3. Builiding a relationship with the students. If the teacher’s role involves providing information and guiding the students, then how the teacher feels about these students must be central to the role. Teachers also experience feelings in the classroom. These include feelings of ‘dislike’ for some students’ behaviour patterns, anger, frustration about the job and their role, anxiety and daily personal stress, fear of not doing a good job, incompetence, boredom, embarrassment, discrimination (based on intellectualism ,classism , racism, gender, etc.) The students bring their own feelings, including their own dislike of teacher and others in the classroom, fear of failure, threat of punishment, embarrassment, boredom, frustration (work too challenging or not challenging enough, pace too fast or too slow, not enough choice ) invalidation and incompetence. A teacher having to cope with any of these feelings either of his own or the students will have a hard time keeping his attention clear enough to fulfill 1 and 2. above. And it is known that at any moment in the classroom at least some of these feelings are running.

Audio & Video Competition

On the 9th of this month, our college CAS under faculty of education had organize a competition among group A and B for GDM3023.
This competition held at foyer FSKP at 9 am. There are 2 set of competition that is:
i. induction video (5 min.)
ii. documentation video (10 min.)
After 3 months in production of this video so here is the winner of this video:
i. induction video
1st - Pengurusan masa
2nd- Pengorbanan ibu
3rd - Pengangkutan (our group)

ii. documentation video
1st - Landskap
2nd - Saluran Pengagihan
3rd - Pengaruh Agama Hindu/Buddah di Tanah Melayu (ourgroup)

Ahh...at last, for all the effort that we do in this video, give us satisfaction and we got place num 3 for both video...HORRAY!!!!!

5 Things...

...
5 things in my bag
- my wallet
- umbrella. in this country, you just never know when it will pour.
- of cos little note book
- candies
- comb


5 things in my wallet
- Money...money...money
- Receipts. It's a habit to keep 'em.
- IC~lol~
- Driving license
- Dozens of different discount cards. Hehe.

5 Favourite things in my room
- My galleria of pictures =)
- Oh my lovely bed!
- My whole wadrobe. Even there's not to many dress around there hehehe
- My comforter.. Heaven..
- My pillows!

Five things that i will do
- Freaking get on with studying
- Go on a massive shopping spree before I go back to KK
- Learn the art of cooking. Especially baking cake
- Go pulau!!!
- Emphasize on the studying.. Final exam is less than a month away. OMG..

5 things i'm doing
- Staring at the computer screen
- Listening to That's Not My Name - The Ting Ting
- Thinking about Financial and s**t.. I'll start my studying regime
- Wondering what the practical session tommorrow
- Slowly falling asleep

To be fond Tom-Yum

Hmmm...last night I was so starving...2 days didn't eat rice...so me and Mr. Wattson goes to 'makan-makan' at Changlun. The restaurant name is Pak Ku Tom-Yum.
We found some place that's interesting and affordable. Here is the picture and price for every item that we eat...(yum-yum)

Coconut Drink (RM 1.50++)

Oren Juice (RM 1.50++)

Sotong Goreng (RM 4.50)

Kerabu Mangga (RM 4.50)

Sup Tom-yum (RM 4.50)

Part of Me 1

Now, I really missing at home....huhuhuhu :( If I could be at home now...(doremon...doremon I need you) I thinking about my grandparents, parents, and others family members. Here I list down my mum's siblings that was a part of my life and bring something special in me. Check it out:

Here is my 1st aunty...her name is Flora and we usually call her mummy kandazon. She is the most sporting aunties I ever have. Always very humble to her nieces and nephews. As for her hobby she like shopping and traveling very much. Har! part that she really good is cooking. Her cooking talent was really marvelous. She also good in decoration part and always being 'mangsa' to do this kind of job. She currently waiting for her 'pence' about 1 years more, want to relax at home and enjoying her traveling.

For the picture to the right...that's my 2nd aunt. Her name is Jusania and we call her Ina Timput. Like mummy kandazon she also working her full-life becoming a teacher. Always being a counselor at home and really motivated but sometimes not (hehehe) One that I like about her is, she like to 'belanja' all her 'anak2 buah'. But, she never mind about that cos, she was single-mingle and a little bit richer to spend her money to her nieces and nephews(hahahaha). Religion was a very important part in her life and will going to died with it.

Picture on the left was the 3rd aunty. kikiki there was a little bit 'sarcastic' about her. She really like this kind of work -->cleaning up. We call her Ina Chal but her real name was Nanie. Working in a kindergarten make her really suit with her name (hehehe). But she love to baking cakes and when the cakes was not well done a.k.a 'kurang sikit bentuk' she will throw it away in the rubbish bin(hahaha). She always 'angin kus-kus' sometimes and we know that so we are not going to make her mood going down too a negative level (hehehe)

Ha! goes to my mum...her full name Javita Josue and among my cousins they usually call her Ina Ndak (funny name arrr!!!) She love cooking and green finger. She was damn in taking airasia, she say 'bagus bayar mahal dari naik iho airasia' kakaka=D. She sometimes moody with her daughters and only son that was really 'pemalas and ogumu karenah' But, I can say she was a wonderful mum cos she always caring about me and my siblings. And the important things is she want her daughters and son have a great education.

This is the only son of my grandparent and his name is Fredoline calling as Papa Lin at home. He have a big body. His voice is outstanding(hehehe) very loud. I can say he a little bit arrogant and emmm...i can't explain more. He now working as a teachnician and struggle in making money. Love planting trees and have an orchard of his own. He quit funny sometimes and a bit annoying at the other side. He love karaoke...and his voice is good. (I think)

My mum last siblings Jenny we call her Ina Chi, call by Lord on the 29th October 1998. She is the most lovely aunt. I miss her so much. May her soul rest in peace and with God in heaven.















xoxo,
Dymphna

Looking For Love

It' s been a while...coming to this month of April. So happy =) but sometimes sad =(
Some quotes still remind in my mind is "Love never killed, it's dies". Since Fr. Stanley say this words I've been thinking so deep, but I couldn't find the meaning of this sentences.(grump)
I have everything I wanted -- but I wanted all the wrong things. I was so unhappy with certain things that been in my life. Who ever care what we what to do? Who ever know what we a feel about? Who ever understand the pain feelings inside our heart? Who? Nobody care...nobody even bored to think about you.
But, in our life we go round and round until one day we found someone that really care of our self. Hmmm...so long with this kind of feelings make me feel more guilty. I'm scared, golek2...pusing2 my head....(wooooh...my world spinning around)
I think I need some more times and space to think of myself 1st...then I'll think about other people feeling...

Enough Is Enough

I imagine the following question showed up on a final exam at school:
I will be completely happy as soon as____________________. How would you answer that one?
"As soon as I have a high-paying job?"
"As soon as I am famous?"
"As soon as I physically perfect?"
"As soon as I fall in love with someone who loves me back?"
"As soon as I can get out of my hometown and live somewhere cool?"
Now, here's another question for you:
What if your answer to the question above never comes? Do you think you would be plagued by discontent if the blank up there remains blank? If your answer is YES, please consider this.

50 Question

Answer it!!!

1. Last person you had a deep and meaningful conversation with?
My boyfriend.

2. Where was the last place you went?
Lego

3. If you could be with your first love, would you?
Nope! Let bygones be bygones (-_-)

5. Who was your first crush????
Some thing I call Mr.'E'

6. What was the last thing you highlighted?
Never highlight my hair

7. Who is the last baby that you held?
Gosh! That was some times ago… don’t remember.

8. Do you know of any twins with rhyming names?
Jerome and Jude *lol*

9. Are you ticklish?
Yup mmmmm…

10. Have you ever worn a crown?
Does plastic ones with colourful fake baubles count. hehehe

11. Last time you saw fireworks?
During CNY this year.

12. Who is the last person you hugged?
Didn't remember but I hug pillow every nite *grin*

13. Do you have a black dog?
Yes. But already die cos tua

14. Do you have a little black dress?
I sure do!

15. What are you wearing right now?
White t-shirt n dark pants strip with pink.

16. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My boyfriend Mr.W.

17. Do you like coffee?
Not really...

18. Are you missing someone?
Hmmmm… nope, maybe yes, nope, yes (home of cos)

19. Reason behind why you last cried?
Cannot answer for my finance paper

20. How much cash do you have on you?
After the makan-makan trip at Lego, RM 6.80. Am a poor girl I am…

25. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
Ages since I used film. But in those days, just one roll of 12 or 24 film was enough.

26. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a regret?
I don’t have a regret I’d trade a million bucks to change right now. So show me the $$$$$!

27. What's on your mind right now?
Wondering whether it’ll rain heavily again today.

28. Do you have a deep dark secret?
Sssssshh….

29. Do you wish you were with someone right now?
Am happy in front of my pc right now :-)

30. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had?
Hottest? Hmmm I don’t have crushes on teachers. But memorable one was Mrs. Flavia, Mrs. Fiona, Miss Voo, Mr. ABO, Mr. Aziz and Mrs. Surayti (all my form 6 teacher)

31. What was the last thing you ever got grounded for?
Was never really grounded. Warned perhaps :-)

32. What was your childhood nickname?
None. Just my short name *go figure!*

33. Do you have any strange phobias?
Hmmm...high-phobia.

34. Have you ever played naked twister?
Hmmm...nope.

36. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
I slept like a log then and now *hah!*

38. Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
As much as I dislike a person, won’t wish such fate.

39. Do you crack your knuckles?
Sometimes.

40. What's one thing that can always be found in your refrigerator?
Butter.

41. What color are your bed sheets?
Greenny with a big dot.

42. How many kids do you plan on having?
If I ever… well 2-3 is ideal to me.

43. What did you do today?
Check emails in my inbox, read newspaper… and want to sleep.

44. How would you like to die?
Peacefully, ideally with no pain involve *grin*

45. Have you ever been in love?
Why yes.

46. When is the last time you went out of the state (province)?
Never before.

49. Do you judge people?
Try not to.

50. Generally, in life, what makes you happy?
Being at peace with people around me… friends… movies… books… shopping!

I'm a Disney Fan =D

All through my childhood, the magical characters in Disney had sparked the creative imagination in me. Even now, I could still hum or sing some of the songs the Disney Princesses sang in the cartoon version.

My Top 15 Favourite Disney Cartoon Character of all times are;
1) Princess Snow White (charming princess)
2) Princess Aurora (Sleeping Beauty)
3) Cinderella
4) Alice (Alice in WonderLand)
5) Princess Ariel (Little Mermaid)
6) Princess Jasmine (Aladdin)
7) Pinocchio
8) Mickey Mouse
9) Donald Duck
10) Winnie the Pooh
11) Belle (Beauty and the Beast)
12) Pocahontas
13) The Incredibles
14) Nemo (Finding Nemo)
15) Simba (The Lion King)

What about you? I’d like to know your Top 5 Favourite Disney Characters at least, and see how many matches with the characters I love. Hope to read your feedback in my comment box ya.

Meaning of life, did we know our mission?

As we been reach the half year of 2009, as now everything that I've been planned was done well. Come for my study, I can say that it's going smoothly. There so many things that we as a student/ college student should do in our life. From now on, give time more on study, forget/ less our time doing things through internet, chatting and as well as lazy going to lecture class.
What was the real thing or stuff that we do in our life? (as a student of cos) Did we really reach what we want to do? or did we use to listen our parents advice?
I'm becoming a future teacher, so there was so many thing running in my mind...can I make my future student an excellent or the worse persons...(oh no....that's my real mission someday)

Novel, Novel, Novel

Ahar! Finally I've finish reading novel (borrow from my very best friend a.k.a room-mate). This novel was written by Cecelia Ahern (that's my favorite novelist) and the title is Where Rainbows End. Here's a little bit summary and the picture of this book cover.
Summary: Rosie and Alex had been best friends since they met in school at a young age. When Alex suddenly has to move away, Rosie is devastated and makes plans to move over to join him in Boston. However, Rosie becomes pregnant after getting drunk at her high school debs and cancels her plan to move to Boston. She raises her baby, Katie and continues to communicate with Alex through emails, letters and instant chats. They continue to deny their love for each other while going through marriages, lovers and divorces. And finally, Alex finally confesses his love (finally) for her in one final letter. In the end after loving each other for 43 years they confess their love.

I just love all their conversation in this book :D

What Women Really Want In a Man

Hi! Welcome again...here you find again about personal and professional development. I write candidly from personal experience.

I want to post about three things I think young women want from men; or maybe these are just things I want :) Please feel free to add your own thoughts about this topic in the comments section.

A man who makes her feel special. Buy me flowers and I’ll ask for a vase. Buy me chocolates and I’ll gain two pounds. But write me a letter telling me how you feel about me? I would probably frame it. Making a woman feel special takes effort, but it goes much further than a corny, meaningless, hallmark-packaged “gesture” would. (I love a romantic guy)

A man who challenges her. Nice guys finish last, right? The truth is women are too independent for overly “nice guys” these days. I know a guy who treated me like a princess - very agreeable, always attentive. Then I met a guy who wasn’t afraid to tell me I was wrong and didn’t give me whatever I wanted. This isn’t to say be a jerk, but don’t fall over backwards either. (I need a guy that kind of making me so touchable and take his first move in ever thing)

A man who knows how to “man up.” (in bahasa means that guy telampau ikut ciri kelelakian) Women still want guys who share their emotions and groom themselves properly. But women don’t think it’s manly to act overly macho anymore; they would prefer you have responsibility. I could care less if you choose a career or a family to man up - the important thing is you actually choose to do so!

But in every women they would probably need this in a guy honesty, loyalty, commitment, emotionally stable, financially secure, Blah, Blah, Blah,

So please give me your point of view about this...

Single & Satisfied

What's wrong with being single?(can anyone tell me...please) A whole lot if you go by what you see around you. (at canteen, at movies, at garden, beachy & anyway...bikin sakit hati ouchhh...)
Being in a loving relationship has its benefits (I have no doubt about it). Someone to talk to at any given moment, someone to rub your sore shoulders after a hard day's work, someone to do things with, someone to talk at night before sleep, someone to buy you gifts at Christmas time and Valentine's Day, someone to make you feel special, and someone to whisper "I Love You" in your ear. Miss that so much...:(
Couples are better off than individuals if we think all of that above. Also, being in a relationship helps us feel "normal." It's that right?
Is there anything wrong with being in a relationship? Of course not, if both parties feel the same way towards one another and share the same commitment, values, and goals. (then it's OK)
What about being single? Typically, society views it as being out of our control. If we're single, it's because someone left us or doesn't want us. (or we dump someone else) Seldom seen as a choice, loneliness is more often seen as boring, depressing, sad, negative, and something to remain in for only a short period of time.
However, being single can be a life-saving, rejuvenating experience. In fact, one can't truly be successful in a relationship without being single for a time.(yuuup...) Being single allows us to do: ~what we want,
~when we want, and
~with whom we want without having to answer to anyone.

Basically, being single affords each of us the opportunity to discover:
~who we are,
~what we do and don't like,
~how we deal with things,
~what we want out of life,
~what our expectations are,
~what our potentials and limitations are,
~what energizes and empowers us, and
~what discourages and disappoints us.

By learning to love and care for ourselves, we can minimize the risk of hurting someone else feelings (that's the only we can truly fill). The purpose of entering into a relationship should be to share oneself with another person to trying to get from someone what is lacking in ourselves. Expecting someone else to fill in the gaps usually results in disappointments , a sense of failure, and endless resentment.
Being in an unhealthy relationship is no more admirable than being alone and isolated. However, choosing to be single can be just as satisfying (I think it's better for now)
I can't admit that the feelings was really hurt by now but it's was the only way for me (i cannot be a hypocrite girl) I was really tired thinking of this for a very long time and as a moment come then I'll sure everything will be OK. (I hope...to someone that I hurt his feelings I'm really sorry for this cause)
I feel really damn now (I'm sad, crying, crazy, trouble-marble, rude, selfish, stupid, what more I can say...) It's HURTTTTT!!!!!! Forgive me for making this trouble up, how am I gonna make you smile again??? You must really, really feel very hard now. (ohhh no...I'm crying typing this words)
Give me a words...i'm blur now????????

Know Me Better

~ On the 3rd January 1986 at Hospital Queen Elizabeth, Kota Kinabalu, Dymph'i'na (that name was supposely don't have an 'i') was born to a couple of Janis John and Javita Josue. Written her birth certificate, her race is Kadazan and her religion is Christianity(Roman Catholic). Both of her parents are also of the descendants of the Kadazan race and have been practicing Christianity ever since she was born.

~ Dymph'i'na is the eldest of 3 siblings. Ever since she was child, she stayed with her parents. Everyday, if it is school holidays or after school hours, her parents would send her to tuition or go for a holiday trip (thanks for the holiday trip but i hate tuition, it's been about from form1 until form 5 'asyik2' go tuition). Still remember being taken by her grandmother that called 'ina'. She still remember that she made this promise to 'ina' that she will always be a good girl and never say or do bad things to other people and if she breaches the promise, she will get the 'sweet' taste of the 'rotan'. Hahaha! That's what 'ina' always calls it, 'the sweet'.

~ Dymph'i'na was just 3 years old when she entered school, following her aunty at SK. Petagas, Putatan. Later at the age of 7, she entered SRK. St. Joseph, Penampang until primary 2 and being transfer to SK. Bahang, Penampang for about 2 years for a renovation of SRK. St. Joseph, Penampang. Going back again to the old school at primary 5. After UPSR, she entering SM. St. Micheal, Penampang Secondary School. After getting SPM results then further study to form 6 at SMK. Datuk Peter Mojuntin, Penampang and now currently study at UUM, Kedah taking B.Edu (BBA). Her parents want her to take education as a profession and wants her to put education as first on the list but Dymph'i'na has always have this weird desire of becoming a phisiotherapy.

~ Now let' s get personal, Dymph'i'na believes in fairytales. She also believes that in life it's all about practicality and not theories. She is a sensitive and very patient girl. She rarely gets mad at people but every persons has their tolerance and limitation and can't agree more that. On certain instances she will only listen to it and will only voice out her opinion if she is required to. She is the kind of girl that loves cleanliness. She also a quick learner especially in computer stuffs. Give her something new to learn and she will try her best to understand it.

~ Dymph'i'na also is the kind of girl that appreciates friendship to the max. However, she dislikes people who are brag and keep browing stuffs, all the time (come one, once in a while would be ok but not all the time!) She also dislikes people who are narrow-minded.

~ As for the hobbies and interest, she has this strong passion for reading novel. She also like to play computer games and shopping as well (born in girl passion). When it comes to food, she really appreciates good food and will eat a lot (literally). She will eat just about anything as long as it taste good and cooked in an acceptable enviroment, not too grubby. She also loves to sing once in a while although she knows that she is not that good in singing, but she doesn't give a damn about other people think of her. (I have my own right and freedom). When it movies, she will watch any kind of movie as long as it is not a bored movie.

~ She also has this certain passion for animals. (Have a hamster, cat and dog) She loves to read books on animals and have some books of this when she was a little girl her aunties give it to her.

~ Like every girl, she loves beautiful scenery, beautiful dress, shoes and of cos handsome guy. She appreciates beauty and she is thankful to God for all the beautiful things that He created on this earth. For all the guy out there, I know you like to ask all the girl the question "How would you describe your dream boy?" Well, I believe the are 5 parts of elements that is respect, caring, loving, kind and a little bit of sense of humor.

~ So that's about it, I hope I did everything I could to describe myself and let my friends out there understand and know me better. Congratulation! to you for reading this section until the end. Thank you for the time and effort you heve spent. Thank you again. =)

So how well do you think you know yourself???

Crazy...

~Something happen on the 14th (Valentine Day), i did no know all of this stuff happen to me. suddenly a gurl (my ex-bf, gf) message me something that i really don't do. (bastard gurl...am i wrong saying this). my day was really ruin that day, i thought that day gone be fine & sweet but becoming bitter day..(S**T....)
then i'll call that gurl instantly, to make sure what was happen until she have an intention too talk to me like that (really geram....arrrrrGGGhhh.) she dengan selamba talk, like im really, really innoncent (i'll hate play with all of this stuff after, im really in pain :( )
that boy & gurl (dua2 bodoh ni...) i was really gone crazy if this stuff doesn't settle again...how am i gone do this things fade from my life...i didn't want to hate people but people yang againts me so...im gone balas dendam balik. I'll make the two of them cannot talk someday...i'm really gone make them pay what i fell right now...don't even try my patient...

~Zodiac Review~

hye there...for a valentine day that was neary by so i'll plan to see what my zodiac say bout me. i check somewhere & ta..da.. :D i'll got my zodiac review at my diary planner, so here it is:

Capricorn- The Passionate Lover (kikiki)
Love to bust. (hmmm...don't think so)Sassy. (laughing at myself don't describe me at all) Intelligent. (of course i was born to have an IQ...my parents should be proud :) ) Sexy. (kahkahkah...) Grouchy at times & annoying to someone (hmmm...i think this one was wrong cos i was the most comfort person to be) Lazy & love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. (:D) Proud, understanding & sweet (agree, agree. agree...) Irresistible (of cos...) Loves being in a long relationship. (yup cos i'll know how to apprieciate the one i love) Great talker. (someday when i'm become a teacher kikiki...) Always gets what she wants. (from my childhood until now whatever that i want, always being granted by my family, thanks God giving me a BEST mum & dad) Cool. (hmmm... i'll think again later...) Loves to win againts other signs especially Gemini's in sports. (no comment) Likes to cock but would rather go out to eat at good restaurant. (hahaha i'm agree that i can cook & agree that i like to eat at a good restaurant...)

So what you'll guess of me?
well it's all depend on how we acting & people around us judge.
so, what ever it is have a wonderfull day with yourself or by someone you love on this Valentine Day...

Shooting & Thinking

This all day i'm go for shooting at Kuala Perlis & Airpor(Kubang Pasu)...it's was really hot...sizzling hot :X. but currently at sabah my mum told it's raining heavily. I really missing sabah (home sweet home) & this mid sem final breaki'm not going back too sabah cause i'm doing my practical. arrrghhh dat's was really horrible. im not really sure dat i can teach student to, my aunt(my best supporter) say just do my best & being comitted at school work when doing practical. now i'm thinking how to make myself can really speak at audience (students) im really quiet a 'kaku' person. but i'll think i can manage this things... :D

13 Signs You're Falling in LOVE

13. You can't stand MAD at him/ her for more than a minute or two. You actually have to try HARD to stay mad.
12. You'll read his/ her sms over and over again...
11. You'll walk really, really slow while you're with him/ her.
10. You'll fell shy whenever you're with him/ her.
9. While thinking about him/ her...your heart will beat faster and faster...
8. By listening to his/ her voice... you smile for no reason.
7. While looking at him/ her... you can't see the other people around you...you can only see that person.
6. You'll start listening to slow songs.
5. He/ she becomes all you think about.
4. You'll get high just by their smell...
3. You'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think of them.
2. You'll do anything for him/ her.
1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time. :D