Should I or Not?

should i remember or not??? still a big question mark in my mind. but sometimes i feel want to cry and shout out loud, i want to tell that i make a big mistakes. why i still remember that...

i think its time i let you go...Good-bye is only truly painful if you know you'll never say hello again.Goodbyes always hurt whether it's the right thing to do or not.This is out last goodbye... it's over, just hear this and then I'll go; you gave me more to live for then you'll ever know.

xoxo,
Dymphna

Welcome Back

wooh!!! it's being such a long time i didn't blogging. life being such hectic through the months flies by...

i've missing my old life, were i can relax to the MAX and get my own times to do what i want to do.
but by now its really a tough times to get that back again. i missing the time were i still can snug in my bed, miss the time to pigging around the house, miss the time back during study time at U and miss my friends a lot with such a story a.k.a gossiping time we have been together that time.

but now, i've to focus on what i really want in my real life; it's working to the MAX to earn some money, learn how to be more mature in many aspect of life that i still don't get it (luck my man & family always there for me), dealing with students and colleague with so many kind of behavior, dealing with my own feelings that still don't trust to who i'm with now and so many other stuffs that i have to go through the years.

and its already in the end of the year...God be with me always and make me strong...i need You my Lord...

xoxo,
Dymphna