My Own Self

I’m like the morning sunshine
Flaunting a kind gentle smile
Upon my face
To hide uneasy feelings of
The day,
But cannot shield the sadness in my voice?
Or disguise the lump in my throat
Eyes reveal
The grief I cannot hide
Message unfolds and reveals its truth
As waves of tears fill my eyes can’t
Stop the flow, and
Words continue flying through my mind
Too many consequences in this world,
Only two choices in life
I will live and I
Will die
But I will never surrender
To my death without a fight,
I will live and breathe
The sun-rays and drink the rain water from above
Live happily a day at a
Time
Until my creator decides
But I will always be prepared for that
Final walk about, in the
Meantime
I will utter what I wish
Pray
Wherever my heart desires, no
One can change me,
Love me for who I’ am,

For I’ am my own self….

xoxo,
Dymphna

Royal Hobby Come Back

A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous. ~Ingrid Bergman

miss you my lovely man =)

xoxo,
Dymphna

New Updates!

It's August! and currently going to September. Times flies so fast. I can't hardly remember where I've to start my story now, cos I've been stop blogging for a long time. It's been a new world for me now cos;

1. got my carrier that i dream of (teaching)
2. posting to Kota Marudu (new place that never think I would be here today)
3. no more whining in live. (start grow old)
4. my love grow bigger since my man not around me. (but he keep on visiting me here, that's make me love him)
5. missing my puppies (biskut and zorro)
6. kuntut? I'm so speechless (every time I remember of her, make my tears running down, poor kuntut)
7. got new puppy (face like captain sparrow)
8. face a lot of students characters
9. new colleague, environment and routine
10. definitely now I have a new life without change any of me (so that's my man would not be worry...hehehe)

xoxo,
Dymphna

Random pictures of puppie

Kuntut's babies are getting big..bigger...and biggest ahead. They were like a babies to me too...hahaha funny and awkward...I love both of them =)

Zorro with black face and drop eye

Biskut + tiger as a background

playing together

owh....my Zorro

Biskut try to catch some attention

a sad face again...

long and lean Biskut

xoxo,
Dymphna

A teacher prayer

I want to teach my students how--

To live this life on earth,
To face its struggles and its strife
And to improve their worth.

Not just the lesson in a book,
Or how the rivers flow,
But to choose the proper path,
Wherever they may go.

To understand eternal truth,
And know right from wrong,
And gather all the beauty of
A flower and a song,

For if I help the world to grow
In wisdom and grace,
Then I feel that I have won
And I have filled my place.

And so I ask your guidance, God
That I may do my part,
For character and confidence
And happiness of heart.

Sincerely,
Dymphna

Followed

xoxo,
Dymphna

This is Me...

This is me when I’m BORED.

When I’m HUNGRY.

When you talked to me.

When you DIDN’T talk to me.

When I saw something that HURTS.

When I didn’t get my class lesson.

When I’m procrastinating.

When you broke my heart.

When you told me something that wasn’t good to hear.

When you lied to me.

When I’m REALLY excited.

When you told me I LOVE YOU.

When someone hurts me again.

When I’m with my friends.

When test results will be out tomorrow.

When I’m with you.