Enough Is Enough

I imagine the following question showed up on a final exam at school:
I will be completely happy as soon as____________________. How would you answer that one?
"As soon as I have a high-paying job?"
"As soon as I am famous?"
"As soon as I physically perfect?"
"As soon as I fall in love with someone who loves me back?"
"As soon as I can get out of my hometown and live somewhere cool?"
Now, here's another question for you:
What if your answer to the question above never comes? Do you think you would be plagued by discontent if the blank up there remains blank? If your answer is YES, please consider this.

50 Question

Answer it!!!

1. Last person you had a deep and meaningful conversation with?
My boyfriend.

2. Where was the last place you went?
Lego

3. If you could be with your first love, would you?
Nope! Let bygones be bygones (-_-)

5. Who was your first crush????
Some thing I call Mr.'E'

6. What was the last thing you highlighted?
Never highlight my hair

7. Who is the last baby that you held?
Gosh! That was some times ago… don’t remember.

8. Do you know of any twins with rhyming names?
Jerome and Jude *lol*

9. Are you ticklish?
Yup mmmmm…

10. Have you ever worn a crown?
Does plastic ones with colourful fake baubles count. hehehe

11. Last time you saw fireworks?
During CNY this year.

12. Who is the last person you hugged?
Didn't remember but I hug pillow every nite *grin*

13. Do you have a black dog?
Yes. But already die cos tua

14. Do you have a little black dress?
I sure do!

15. What are you wearing right now?
White t-shirt n dark pants strip with pink.

16. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My boyfriend Mr.W.

17. Do you like coffee?
Not really...

18. Are you missing someone?
Hmmmm… nope, maybe yes, nope, yes (home of cos)

19. Reason behind why you last cried?
Cannot answer for my finance paper

20. How much cash do you have on you?
After the makan-makan trip at Lego, RM 6.80. Am a poor girl I am…

25. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
Ages since I used film. But in those days, just one roll of 12 or 24 film was enough.

26. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a regret?
I don’t have a regret I’d trade a million bucks to change right now. So show me the $$$$$!

27. What's on your mind right now?
Wondering whether it’ll rain heavily again today.

28. Do you have a deep dark secret?
Sssssshh….

29. Do you wish you were with someone right now?
Am happy in front of my pc right now :-)

30. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had?
Hottest? Hmmm I don’t have crushes on teachers. But memorable one was Mrs. Flavia, Mrs. Fiona, Miss Voo, Mr. ABO, Mr. Aziz and Mrs. Surayti (all my form 6 teacher)

31. What was the last thing you ever got grounded for?
Was never really grounded. Warned perhaps :-)

32. What was your childhood nickname?
None. Just my short name *go figure!*

33. Do you have any strange phobias?
Hmmm...high-phobia.

34. Have you ever played naked twister?
Hmmm...nope.

36. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
I slept like a log then and now *hah!*

38. Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
As much as I dislike a person, won’t wish such fate.

39. Do you crack your knuckles?
Sometimes.

40. What's one thing that can always be found in your refrigerator?
Butter.

41. What color are your bed sheets?
Greenny with a big dot.

42. How many kids do you plan on having?
If I ever… well 2-3 is ideal to me.

43. What did you do today?
Check emails in my inbox, read newspaper… and want to sleep.

44. How would you like to die?
Peacefully, ideally with no pain involve *grin*

45. Have you ever been in love?
Why yes.

46. When is the last time you went out of the state (province)?
Never before.

49. Do you judge people?
Try not to.

50. Generally, in life, what makes you happy?
Being at peace with people around me… friends… movies… books… shopping!

I'm a Disney Fan =D

All through my childhood, the magical characters in Disney had sparked the creative imagination in me. Even now, I could still hum or sing some of the songs the Disney Princesses sang in the cartoon version.

My Top 15 Favourite Disney Cartoon Character of all times are;
1) Princess Snow White (charming princess)
2) Princess Aurora (Sleeping Beauty)
3) Cinderella
4) Alice (Alice in WonderLand)
5) Princess Ariel (Little Mermaid)
6) Princess Jasmine (Aladdin)
7) Pinocchio
8) Mickey Mouse
9) Donald Duck
10) Winnie the Pooh
11) Belle (Beauty and the Beast)
12) Pocahontas
13) The Incredibles
14) Nemo (Finding Nemo)
15) Simba (The Lion King)

What about you? I’d like to know your Top 5 Favourite Disney Characters at least, and see how many matches with the characters I love. Hope to read your feedback in my comment box ya.

Meaning of life, did we know our mission?

As we been reach the half year of 2009, as now everything that I've been planned was done well. Come for my study, I can say that it's going smoothly. There so many things that we as a student/ college student should do in our life. From now on, give time more on study, forget/ less our time doing things through internet, chatting and as well as lazy going to lecture class.
What was the real thing or stuff that we do in our life? (as a student of cos) Did we really reach what we want to do? or did we use to listen our parents advice?
I'm becoming a future teacher, so there was so many thing running in my mind...can I make my future student an excellent or the worse persons...(oh no....that's my real mission someday)

Novel, Novel, Novel

Ahar! Finally I've finish reading novel (borrow from my very best friend a.k.a room-mate). This novel was written by Cecelia Ahern (that's my favorite novelist) and the title is Where Rainbows End. Here's a little bit summary and the picture of this book cover.
Summary: Rosie and Alex had been best friends since they met in school at a young age. When Alex suddenly has to move away, Rosie is devastated and makes plans to move over to join him in Boston. However, Rosie becomes pregnant after getting drunk at her high school debs and cancels her plan to move to Boston. She raises her baby, Katie and continues to communicate with Alex through emails, letters and instant chats. They continue to deny their love for each other while going through marriages, lovers and divorces. And finally, Alex finally confesses his love (finally) for her in one final letter. In the end after loving each other for 43 years they confess their love.

I just love all their conversation in this book :D

What Women Really Want In a Man

Hi! Welcome again...here you find again about personal and professional development. I write candidly from personal experience.

I want to post about three things I think young women want from men; or maybe these are just things I want :) Please feel free to add your own thoughts about this topic in the comments section.

A man who makes her feel special. Buy me flowers and I’ll ask for a vase. Buy me chocolates and I’ll gain two pounds. But write me a letter telling me how you feel about me? I would probably frame it. Making a woman feel special takes effort, but it goes much further than a corny, meaningless, hallmark-packaged “gesture” would. (I love a romantic guy)

A man who challenges her. Nice guys finish last, right? The truth is women are too independent for overly “nice guys” these days. I know a guy who treated me like a princess - very agreeable, always attentive. Then I met a guy who wasn’t afraid to tell me I was wrong and didn’t give me whatever I wanted. This isn’t to say be a jerk, but don’t fall over backwards either. (I need a guy that kind of making me so touchable and take his first move in ever thing)

A man who knows how to “man up.” (in bahasa means that guy telampau ikut ciri kelelakian) Women still want guys who share their emotions and groom themselves properly. But women don’t think it’s manly to act overly macho anymore; they would prefer you have responsibility. I could care less if you choose a career or a family to man up - the important thing is you actually choose to do so!

But in every women they would probably need this in a guy honesty, loyalty, commitment, emotionally stable, financially secure, Blah, Blah, Blah,

So please give me your point of view about this...

Single & Satisfied

What's wrong with being single?(can anyone tell me...please) A whole lot if you go by what you see around you. (at canteen, at movies, at garden, beachy & anyway...bikin sakit hati ouchhh...)
Being in a loving relationship has its benefits (I have no doubt about it). Someone to talk to at any given moment, someone to rub your sore shoulders after a hard day's work, someone to do things with, someone to talk at night before sleep, someone to buy you gifts at Christmas time and Valentine's Day, someone to make you feel special, and someone to whisper "I Love You" in your ear. Miss that so much...:(
Couples are better off than individuals if we think all of that above. Also, being in a relationship helps us feel "normal." It's that right?
Is there anything wrong with being in a relationship? Of course not, if both parties feel the same way towards one another and share the same commitment, values, and goals. (then it's OK)
What about being single? Typically, society views it as being out of our control. If we're single, it's because someone left us or doesn't want us. (or we dump someone else) Seldom seen as a choice, loneliness is more often seen as boring, depressing, sad, negative, and something to remain in for only a short period of time.
However, being single can be a life-saving, rejuvenating experience. In fact, one can't truly be successful in a relationship without being single for a time.(yuuup...) Being single allows us to do: ~what we want,
~when we want, and
~with whom we want without having to answer to anyone.

Basically, being single affords each of us the opportunity to discover:
~who we are,
~what we do and don't like,
~how we deal with things,
~what we want out of life,
~what our expectations are,
~what our potentials and limitations are,
~what energizes and empowers us, and
~what discourages and disappoints us.

By learning to love and care for ourselves, we can minimize the risk of hurting someone else feelings (that's the only we can truly fill). The purpose of entering into a relationship should be to share oneself with another person to trying to get from someone what is lacking in ourselves. Expecting someone else to fill in the gaps usually results in disappointments , a sense of failure, and endless resentment.
Being in an unhealthy relationship is no more admirable than being alone and isolated. However, choosing to be single can be just as satisfying (I think it's better for now)
I can't admit that the feelings was really hurt by now but it's was the only way for me (i cannot be a hypocrite girl) I was really tired thinking of this for a very long time and as a moment come then I'll sure everything will be OK. (I hope...to someone that I hurt his feelings I'm really sorry for this cause)
I feel really damn now (I'm sad, crying, crazy, trouble-marble, rude, selfish, stupid, what more I can say...) It's HURTTTTT!!!!!! Forgive me for making this trouble up, how am I gonna make you smile again??? You must really, really feel very hard now. (ohhh no...I'm crying typing this words)
Give me a words...i'm blur now????????