Past Time 'LOVE'

The 1st time a boy called me at home, I talked as nervously as any high-school girl would. I was trying to be flirty without sounding silly to him-what more to my mother on the other line eavesdropping. Alas, when you're 15, it is well within your mother's right to pry-which is why most girls can't wait to grow 'old enough to date'.
Then when you're dating, suddenly it's everybody business, friends, family, ex-boyfriends, employees and wait for it...hurmmmm. Advice about your relationship. It's a part voyeuristic, part social ritual habit. But that's not what I want to tell about. Now that we're old enough to tell what fantasy or not, do enjoy our relationship too. I happy with my relationship now.


xoxo,
Dymphna

Future Me

I've been sitting for a while...thinking about my future about 5 to 10 years ahead from now...what should I be for that time. Then comes the pops of ideas how about I write a letter for myself and open it up again after 5 or 10 years hahaha....great idea.
So the letter a like this>

Dear future me,


'Hi, I'm you, I hope you are doing well in your work now. I wonder what you are going through at this point in your life, but I sure hope the life we're currently living is all that you dream and imagined it to be. Important question; are you finally happy? did you finally run that half marathon in life? do you now have your own house with pretty window view? have you FINALLY met the man of your dreams? or have you resorted to getting the lecture dreams? Dreams and aspirations aside, I honestly hope you have moved on far from where we are now. But I do knows that I want to remind you somethings you may have forgotten: >Remember getting your heart broken by your 1st love thinking you'll never recover? Remember the many milky stones you went on to achieve just so that you can prove you'll bounce back much better than before?
>Remember the exhilaration and liberation of getting your 1st car with your own hard-earned money+dad
>Well, I don't know if we have a family now with amazingly cute babies or if you're still enjoying the single life. I do know that no matter where you are now, you would have remained me to yourself. I hope you'll never forget who you are and the values you hold that make you who you are. Mostly, I hope you will keep on laughing inhibited, give unsparingly and love unconditionally. Remember to cherish the day that you have.

Your Past Me,
Dymphna

Reflections of Life

Feel that I want to talk about me, myself in more direct confession…as we know the life’s term “NOBODY PERFECT” …. We have to accept the truth and so do i… I’m 60 % angel and 40% devil…hahaha and my angel still own me! For sure!… and inside me there’s always a pro and cons…For the PRO of me...
-I’m a person who is very motivated almost with everything I do…and I’m always confident with my own ability…and I believe with the proverb that says “every cloud has its own silver lining”
-I prefer punctuality…
-I'm so addicted with cleanliness
-I love to learn new things in life
-I love to eat and to laugh…
- And I am a loving person
-I love to mix around with witty people as well as people from different background and different view (bf told me to do so)
- I love honest people around me and family, beloved bf and friends
-I love fashion

And so the CONS in me...
-I’m stubborn and sometimes can be selfish depend on the situation…
-I can be so prejudice when meeting new people at the first sight
-I am a person with no patience which sometimes can make me get on my nerves every time I cannot stand with something…
-I can be rude, blunders and outspoken sometimes which I can confirm people going to be hurt by me especially when I’m in a blue moon

Well that's me...

xoxo,
Dymphna

My Needs...

It's being a while after been so quietly missing in action with the blogging world...actually it's a hectic day, even we call it a school holiday. I have to bring some over-load works to home and that make me so crazy lazy at this moment.
Maybe I need some shopping therapy hahaha...Actually I really needs some of this stuffy so crazy, never mind, should do some savings, can I? hehehe...trying so hard...

How I wish someone give me this cocktail ring cat design...hurrrmm!!!

Red High Heel Pump-make me sexy, hahaha

Ballet Flats that I need the most

Diamond, gold and white ring, could that be my wish for engagement

owh I want this cardigan

Lot's of handbags too

little black dress would make a guy falling for it

Fossil watch that I've been searching for

So the solutions for my craziness and cravenness for this stuff's are to saving more...one buy one it can be fulfill with my own effort.

xoxo,
Dymphna

T.E.A.C.H.E.R

I guess everyone knows how the teacher’s life…. Living with students’s books, students’ exam papers and so on… I so much feel that teaching is a tough job… Teacher not only teaches during class, and forgotten what’s all when you’re out of the class… But teacher too has to continue their works when they reached home… They need to do marking on books, exam papers and other students’ assignments..

I sometimes mad with my own works, but what can I do… I'll needs to finish my work… Sometimes bf will help to give me some motivation… So that I'll could feel less burden to complete my works…

Even if you’re a doctor, you would not need to do your works when you’re at home, or even when you’re on holiday… But teacher, they sometimes need to bring all those things needed so that they could finish it even they have to do it while on holidays… Meaning, holiday means nothing to teachers…

Besides, teachers are tied with all sort of discipline things… you can’t do this when you’re in public… you can’t wear that when you’re here…. And for me, I feel like, huh?? I'll have no life for my ownself,I guess… Where you can’t do what you really want… Has to control yourself just to be seen as a role model…

After all, I have to be patient… I just wish, a teacher would live as how other people in other professions live… I mean, holiday is a holiday… work is work… home is home… :)

Could that be???

Should I or Not?

should i remember or not??? still a big question mark in my mind. but sometimes i feel want to cry and shout out loud, i want to tell that i make a big mistakes. why i still remember that...

i think its time i let you go...Good-bye is only truly painful if you know you'll never say hello again.Goodbyes always hurt whether it's the right thing to do or not.This is out last goodbye... it's over, just hear this and then I'll go; you gave me more to live for then you'll ever know.

xoxo,
Dymphna

Welcome Back

wooh!!! it's being such a long time i didn't blogging. life being such hectic through the months flies by...

i've missing my old life, were i can relax to the MAX and get my own times to do what i want to do.
but by now its really a tough times to get that back again. i missing the time were i still can snug in my bed, miss the time to pigging around the house, miss the time back during study time at U and miss my friends a lot with such a story a.k.a gossiping time we have been together that time.

but now, i've to focus on what i really want in my real life; it's working to the MAX to earn some money, learn how to be more mature in many aspect of life that i still don't get it (luck my man & family always there for me), dealing with students and colleague with so many kind of behavior, dealing with my own feelings that still don't trust to who i'm with now and so many other stuffs that i have to go through the years.

and its already in the end of the year...God be with me always and make me strong...i need You my Lord...

xoxo,
Dymphna