New Updates!

It's August! and currently going to September. Times flies so fast. I can't hardly remember where I've to start my story now, cos I've been stop blogging for a long time. It's been a new world for me now cos;

1. got my carrier that i dream of (teaching)
2. posting to Kota Marudu (new place that never think I would be here today)
3. no more whining in live. (start grow old)
4. my love grow bigger since my man not around me. (but he keep on visiting me here, that's make me love him)
5. missing my puppies (biskut and zorro)
6. kuntut? I'm so speechless (every time I remember of her, make my tears running down, poor kuntut)
7. got new puppy (face like captain sparrow)
8. face a lot of students characters
9. new colleague, environment and routine
10. definitely now I have a new life without change any of me (so that's my man would not be worry...hehehe)

xoxo,
Dymphna

Random pictures of puppie

Kuntut's babies are getting big..bigger...and biggest ahead. They were like a babies to me too...hahaha funny and awkward...I love both of them =)

Zorro with black face and drop eye

Biskut + tiger as a background

playing together

owh....my Zorro

Biskut try to catch some attention

a sad face again...

long and lean Biskut

xoxo,
Dymphna

A teacher prayer

I want to teach my students how--

To live this life on earth,
To face its struggles and its strife
And to improve their worth.

Not just the lesson in a book,
Or how the rivers flow,
But to choose the proper path,
Wherever they may go.

To understand eternal truth,
And know right from wrong,
And gather all the beauty of
A flower and a song,

For if I help the world to grow
In wisdom and grace,
Then I feel that I have won
And I have filled my place.

And so I ask your guidance, God
That I may do my part,
For character and confidence
And happiness of heart.

Sincerely,
Dymphna

Followed

xoxo,
Dymphna

This is Me...

This is me when I’m BORED.

When I’m HUNGRY.

When you talked to me.

When you DIDN’T talk to me.

When I saw something that HURTS.

When I didn’t get my class lesson.

When I’m procrastinating.

When you broke my heart.

When you told me something that wasn’t good to hear.

When you lied to me.

When I’m REALLY excited.

When you told me I LOVE YOU.

When someone hurts me again.

When I’m with my friends.

When test results will be out tomorrow.

When I’m with you.

Im So Hungry of You...

Dear God,

im writing you this because im feeling really confused and dumb struck. tell me what i should do, tell me that the pain will be over soon, tell me that no matter what, i have you to lean on. because it feels like im going through this alone, on my own. so tell me that its going to be okay.

im tired of saying that im fine or that im okay, because i know, i dont meant any of them at all.

im tired of having to be used and pushed for people to get what they want, because im done, im done giving in.

and i find it harder now to trust anybody. because anytime, they will suddenly have the guts to turn around and tell you that everything was just a lie, that they were pretending. and im done believing and falling for the same thing all over and over again.

i let them in, and when they’re in, they’ll take whatever they can and then they leave me feeling really empty inside.

so im asking you God, to tell me that things will be different from now on because you’re the only one im counting on, leaning on and believing.

so im asking for you to not let me down, like how all the others do.

xoxo,
Dymphna

Love Bite Me

I am not a perfect girl. My hair doesn’t always stay in place, I spill a lot of things, and
I’m pretty clumsy, but I’m working on it.
and
when I think about it and take a step back, I remember how amazing life truly is and
that maybe I like being imperfect.