Part of Me 1

Now, I really missing at home....huhuhuhu :( If I could be at home now...(doremon...doremon I need you) I thinking about my grandparents, parents, and others family members. Here I list down my mum's siblings that was a part of my life and bring something special in me. Check it out:

Here is my 1st aunty...her name is Flora and we usually call her mummy kandazon. She is the most sporting aunties I ever have. Always very humble to her nieces and nephews. As for her hobby she like shopping and traveling very much. Har! part that she really good is cooking. Her cooking talent was really marvelous. She also good in decoration part and always being 'mangsa' to do this kind of job. She currently waiting for her 'pence' about 1 years more, want to relax at home and enjoying her traveling.

For the picture to the right...that's my 2nd aunt. Her name is Jusania and we call her Ina Timput. Like mummy kandazon she also working her full-life becoming a teacher. Always being a counselor at home and really motivated but sometimes not (hehehe) One that I like about her is, she like to 'belanja' all her 'anak2 buah'. But, she never mind about that cos, she was single-mingle and a little bit richer to spend her money to her nieces and nephews(hahahaha). Religion was a very important part in her life and will going to died with it.

Picture on the left was the 3rd aunty. kikiki there was a little bit 'sarcastic' about her. She really like this kind of work -->cleaning up. We call her Ina Chal but her real name was Nanie. Working in a kindergarten make her really suit with her name (hehehe). But she love to baking cakes and when the cakes was not well done a.k.a 'kurang sikit bentuk' she will throw it away in the rubbish bin(hahaha). She always 'angin kus-kus' sometimes and we know that so we are not going to make her mood going down too a negative level (hehehe)

Ha! goes to my mum...her full name Javita Josue and among my cousins they usually call her Ina Ndak (funny name arrr!!!) She love cooking and green finger. She was damn in taking airasia, she say 'bagus bayar mahal dari naik iho airasia' kakaka=D. She sometimes moody with her daughters and only son that was really 'pemalas and ogumu karenah' But, I can say she was a wonderful mum cos she always caring about me and my siblings. And the important things is she want her daughters and son have a great education.

This is the only son of my grandparent and his name is Fredoline calling as Papa Lin at home. He have a big body. His voice is outstanding(hehehe) very loud. I can say he a little bit arrogant and emmm...i can't explain more. He now working as a teachnician and struggle in making money. Love planting trees and have an orchard of his own. He quit funny sometimes and a bit annoying at the other side. He love karaoke...and his voice is good. (I think)

My mum last siblings Jenny we call her Ina Chi, call by Lord on the 29th October 1998. She is the most lovely aunt. I miss her so much. May her soul rest in peace and with God in heaven.















xoxo,
Dymphna

Looking For Love

It' s been a while...coming to this month of April. So happy =) but sometimes sad =(
Some quotes still remind in my mind is "Love never killed, it's dies". Since Fr. Stanley say this words I've been thinking so deep, but I couldn't find the meaning of this sentences.(grump)
I have everything I wanted -- but I wanted all the wrong things. I was so unhappy with certain things that been in my life. Who ever care what we what to do? Who ever know what we a feel about? Who ever understand the pain feelings inside our heart? Who? Nobody care...nobody even bored to think about you.
But, in our life we go round and round until one day we found someone that really care of our self. Hmmm...so long with this kind of feelings make me feel more guilty. I'm scared, golek2...pusing2 my head....(wooooh...my world spinning around)
I think I need some more times and space to think of myself 1st...then I'll think about other people feeling...

Enough Is Enough

I imagine the following question showed up on a final exam at school:
I will be completely happy as soon as____________________. How would you answer that one?
"As soon as I have a high-paying job?"
"As soon as I am famous?"
"As soon as I physically perfect?"
"As soon as I fall in love with someone who loves me back?"
"As soon as I can get out of my hometown and live somewhere cool?"
Now, here's another question for you:
What if your answer to the question above never comes? Do you think you would be plagued by discontent if the blank up there remains blank? If your answer is YES, please consider this.

50 Question

Answer it!!!

1. Last person you had a deep and meaningful conversation with?
My boyfriend.

2. Where was the last place you went?
Lego

3. If you could be with your first love, would you?
Nope! Let bygones be bygones (-_-)

5. Who was your first crush????
Some thing I call Mr.'E'

6. What was the last thing you highlighted?
Never highlight my hair

7. Who is the last baby that you held?
Gosh! That was some times ago… don’t remember.

8. Do you know of any twins with rhyming names?
Jerome and Jude *lol*

9. Are you ticklish?
Yup mmmmm…

10. Have you ever worn a crown?
Does plastic ones with colourful fake baubles count. hehehe

11. Last time you saw fireworks?
During CNY this year.

12. Who is the last person you hugged?
Didn't remember but I hug pillow every nite *grin*

13. Do you have a black dog?
Yes. But already die cos tua

14. Do you have a little black dress?
I sure do!

15. What are you wearing right now?
White t-shirt n dark pants strip with pink.

16. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My boyfriend Mr.W.

17. Do you like coffee?
Not really...

18. Are you missing someone?
Hmmmm… nope, maybe yes, nope, yes (home of cos)

19. Reason behind why you last cried?
Cannot answer for my finance paper

20. How much cash do you have on you?
After the makan-makan trip at Lego, RM 6.80. Am a poor girl I am…

25. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
Ages since I used film. But in those days, just one roll of 12 or 24 film was enough.

26. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a regret?
I don’t have a regret I’d trade a million bucks to change right now. So show me the $$$$$!

27. What's on your mind right now?
Wondering whether it’ll rain heavily again today.

28. Do you have a deep dark secret?
Sssssshh….

29. Do you wish you were with someone right now?
Am happy in front of my pc right now :-)

30. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had?
Hottest? Hmmm I don’t have crushes on teachers. But memorable one was Mrs. Flavia, Mrs. Fiona, Miss Voo, Mr. ABO, Mr. Aziz and Mrs. Surayti (all my form 6 teacher)

31. What was the last thing you ever got grounded for?
Was never really grounded. Warned perhaps :-)

32. What was your childhood nickname?
None. Just my short name *go figure!*

33. Do you have any strange phobias?
Hmmm...high-phobia.

34. Have you ever played naked twister?
Hmmm...nope.

36. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
I slept like a log then and now *hah!*

38. Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
As much as I dislike a person, won’t wish such fate.

39. Do you crack your knuckles?
Sometimes.

40. What's one thing that can always be found in your refrigerator?
Butter.

41. What color are your bed sheets?
Greenny with a big dot.

42. How many kids do you plan on having?
If I ever… well 2-3 is ideal to me.

43. What did you do today?
Check emails in my inbox, read newspaper… and want to sleep.

44. How would you like to die?
Peacefully, ideally with no pain involve *grin*

45. Have you ever been in love?
Why yes.

46. When is the last time you went out of the state (province)?
Never before.

49. Do you judge people?
Try not to.

50. Generally, in life, what makes you happy?
Being at peace with people around me… friends… movies… books… shopping!

I'm a Disney Fan =D

All through my childhood, the magical characters in Disney had sparked the creative imagination in me. Even now, I could still hum or sing some of the songs the Disney Princesses sang in the cartoon version.

My Top 15 Favourite Disney Cartoon Character of all times are;
1) Princess Snow White (charming princess)
2) Princess Aurora (Sleeping Beauty)
3) Cinderella
4) Alice (Alice in WonderLand)
5) Princess Ariel (Little Mermaid)
6) Princess Jasmine (Aladdin)
7) Pinocchio
8) Mickey Mouse
9) Donald Duck
10) Winnie the Pooh
11) Belle (Beauty and the Beast)
12) Pocahontas
13) The Incredibles
14) Nemo (Finding Nemo)
15) Simba (The Lion King)

What about you? I’d like to know your Top 5 Favourite Disney Characters at least, and see how many matches with the characters I love. Hope to read your feedback in my comment box ya.

Meaning of life, did we know our mission?

As we been reach the half year of 2009, as now everything that I've been planned was done well. Come for my study, I can say that it's going smoothly. There so many things that we as a student/ college student should do in our life. From now on, give time more on study, forget/ less our time doing things through internet, chatting and as well as lazy going to lecture class.
What was the real thing or stuff that we do in our life? (as a student of cos) Did we really reach what we want to do? or did we use to listen our parents advice?
I'm becoming a future teacher, so there was so many thing running in my mind...can I make my future student an excellent or the worse persons...(oh no....that's my real mission someday)

Novel, Novel, Novel

Ahar! Finally I've finish reading novel (borrow from my very best friend a.k.a room-mate). This novel was written by Cecelia Ahern (that's my favorite novelist) and the title is Where Rainbows End. Here's a little bit summary and the picture of this book cover.
Summary: Rosie and Alex had been best friends since they met in school at a young age. When Alex suddenly has to move away, Rosie is devastated and makes plans to move over to join him in Boston. However, Rosie becomes pregnant after getting drunk at her high school debs and cancels her plan to move to Boston. She raises her baby, Katie and continues to communicate with Alex through emails, letters and instant chats. They continue to deny their love for each other while going through marriages, lovers and divorces. And finally, Alex finally confesses his love (finally) for her in one final letter. In the end after loving each other for 43 years they confess their love.

I just love all their conversation in this book :D