It's Been A Long Time

Hi, it's been a long time since I didn't blog...busy wit my life like a traffic jam in the road that won't stop until the end of the day...hahaha...could that be a phrase. Never mind, this school holiday will fill with may hectic things were I'm attending courses until the end of year. Then exam waiting for me before new year 2012...

2011 been a hectic year for me, but so far so good. 2012 heading towards and hopefully it's been good for me. Starting my new life again as a teaching with my new passion hahaha...

xoxo,

Dym

Vintage Owl Necklace

YES!!! I have found it, I'm in love with this vintage owl necklace. Once I saw it at internet,I'm so desperately looking for it. Luckily, I found it. I'll go with BF at House Hunt, Megalong. You won't believe with the price of this necklace it's only cost RM 17.90 (very cheap and affordable)....Thanks bibie for accompany me....love you...







xoxo;
Dym

Picture with Quotes

Collection of picture with quotes. LoVeLy...















xoxo,
Dymphna

Time for SUCCESS

"Success happens when preparation meets opportunity." That's why it's important to use and develop gift and talents so when opportunity presents itself, we will have the confidence to seize them.








xoxo,
Dym

Miss HIM

I'd been feeling so lost in life lately, and I'd been hiding from Him. Half-hearted attempts at prayer were cut short due to my stubborness, pride, anger, guilt and deep shame. I felt so undeserving of His grace.

But He is faithful, and He hasn't let me go. I just had a wonderful prayer and meditation time with Him, and He picked me up from the deepest pit of loneliness and despair to realizing that He hasn't left me all this time. I was led to John 15:16 "You have not chosen me but I have chosen you"

Every bible verse that I read just seemed to fit me perfectly, and reinforced that He loved me, would never leave nor forsake me, and that nothing created can separate us from the love of Jesus (Romans 8:38-39).

Let's keep encouraging one another. God will never truly leave us, his hand will always find a way to guide us back, even if it is through our pain or joy.


miss HIM,
Dymphna

Past Time 'LOVE'

The 1st time a boy called me at home, I talked as nervously as any high-school girl would. I was trying to be flirty without sounding silly to him-what more to my mother on the other line eavesdropping. Alas, when you're 15, it is well within your mother's right to pry-which is why most girls can't wait to grow 'old enough to date'.
Then when you're dating, suddenly it's everybody business, friends, family, ex-boyfriends, employees and wait for it...hurmmmm. Advice about your relationship. It's a part voyeuristic, part social ritual habit. But that's not what I want to tell about. Now that we're old enough to tell what fantasy or not, do enjoy our relationship too. I happy with my relationship now.


xoxo,
Dymphna

Future Me

I've been sitting for a while...thinking about my future about 5 to 10 years ahead from now...what should I be for that time. Then comes the pops of ideas how about I write a letter for myself and open it up again after 5 or 10 years hahaha....great idea.
So the letter a like this>

Dear future me,


'Hi, I'm you, I hope you are doing well in your work now. I wonder what you are going through at this point in your life, but I sure hope the life we're currently living is all that you dream and imagined it to be. Important question; are you finally happy? did you finally run that half marathon in life? do you now have your own house with pretty window view? have you FINALLY met the man of your dreams? or have you resorted to getting the lecture dreams? Dreams and aspirations aside, I honestly hope you have moved on far from where we are now. But I do knows that I want to remind you somethings you may have forgotten: >Remember getting your heart broken by your 1st love thinking you'll never recover? Remember the many milky stones you went on to achieve just so that you can prove you'll bounce back much better than before?
>Remember the exhilaration and liberation of getting your 1st car with your own hard-earned money+dad
>Well, I don't know if we have a family now with amazingly cute babies or if you're still enjoying the single life. I do know that no matter where you are now, you would have remained me to yourself. I hope you'll never forget who you are and the values you hold that make you who you are. Mostly, I hope you will keep on laughing inhibited, give unsparingly and love unconditionally. Remember to cherish the day that you have.

Your Past Me,
Dymphna

Reflections of Life

Feel that I want to talk about me, myself in more direct confession…as we know the life’s term “NOBODY PERFECT” …. We have to accept the truth and so do i… I’m 60 % angel and 40% devil…hahaha and my angel still own me! For sure!… and inside me there’s always a pro and cons…For the PRO of me...
-I’m a person who is very motivated almost with everything I do…and I’m always confident with my own ability…and I believe with the proverb that says “every cloud has its own silver lining”
-I prefer punctuality…
-I'm so addicted with cleanliness
-I love to learn new things in life
-I love to eat and to laugh…
- And I am a loving person
-I love to mix around with witty people as well as people from different background and different view (bf told me to do so)
- I love honest people around me and family, beloved bf and friends
-I love fashion

And so the CONS in me...
-I’m stubborn and sometimes can be selfish depend on the situation…
-I can be so prejudice when meeting new people at the first sight
-I am a person with no patience which sometimes can make me get on my nerves every time I cannot stand with something…
-I can be rude, blunders and outspoken sometimes which I can confirm people going to be hurt by me especially when I’m in a blue moon

Well that's me...

xoxo,
Dymphna

My Needs...

It's being a while after been so quietly missing in action with the blogging world...actually it's a hectic day, even we call it a school holiday. I have to bring some over-load works to home and that make me so crazy lazy at this moment.
Maybe I need some shopping therapy hahaha...Actually I really needs some of this stuffy so crazy, never mind, should do some savings, can I? hehehe...trying so hard...

How I wish someone give me this cocktail ring cat design...hurrrmm!!!

Red High Heel Pump-make me sexy, hahaha

Ballet Flats that I need the most

Diamond, gold and white ring, could that be my wish for engagement

owh I want this cardigan

Lot's of handbags too

little black dress would make a guy falling for it

Fossil watch that I've been searching for

So the solutions for my craziness and cravenness for this stuff's are to saving more...one buy one it can be fulfill with my own effort.

xoxo,
Dymphna

T.E.A.C.H.E.R

I guess everyone knows how the teacher’s life…. Living with students’s books, students’ exam papers and so on… I so much feel that teaching is a tough job… Teacher not only teaches during class, and forgotten what’s all when you’re out of the class… But teacher too has to continue their works when they reached home… They need to do marking on books, exam papers and other students’ assignments..

I sometimes mad with my own works, but what can I do… I'll needs to finish my work… Sometimes bf will help to give me some motivation… So that I'll could feel less burden to complete my works…

Even if you’re a doctor, you would not need to do your works when you’re at home, or even when you’re on holiday… But teacher, they sometimes need to bring all those things needed so that they could finish it even they have to do it while on holidays… Meaning, holiday means nothing to teachers…

Besides, teachers are tied with all sort of discipline things… you can’t do this when you’re in public… you can’t wear that when you’re here…. And for me, I feel like, huh?? I'll have no life for my ownself,I guess… Where you can’t do what you really want… Has to control yourself just to be seen as a role model…

After all, I have to be patient… I just wish, a teacher would live as how other people in other professions live… I mean, holiday is a holiday… work is work… home is home… :)

Could that be???

Should I or Not?

should i remember or not??? still a big question mark in my mind. but sometimes i feel want to cry and shout out loud, i want to tell that i make a big mistakes. why i still remember that...

i think its time i let you go...Good-bye is only truly painful if you know you'll never say hello again.Goodbyes always hurt whether it's the right thing to do or not.This is out last goodbye... it's over, just hear this and then I'll go; you gave me more to live for then you'll ever know.

xoxo,
Dymphna

Welcome Back

wooh!!! it's being such a long time i didn't blogging. life being such hectic through the months flies by...

i've missing my old life, were i can relax to the MAX and get my own times to do what i want to do.
but by now its really a tough times to get that back again. i missing the time were i still can snug in my bed, miss the time to pigging around the house, miss the time back during study time at U and miss my friends a lot with such a story a.k.a gossiping time we have been together that time.

but now, i've to focus on what i really want in my real life; it's working to the MAX to earn some money, learn how to be more mature in many aspect of life that i still don't get it (luck my man & family always there for me), dealing with students and colleague with so many kind of behavior, dealing with my own feelings that still don't trust to who i'm with now and so many other stuffs that i have to go through the years.

and its already in the end of the year...God be with me always and make me strong...i need You my Lord...

xoxo,
Dymphna

My Own Self

I’m like the morning sunshine
Flaunting a kind gentle smile
Upon my face
To hide uneasy feelings of
The day,
But cannot shield the sadness in my voice?
Or disguise the lump in my throat
Eyes reveal
The grief I cannot hide
Message unfolds and reveals its truth
As waves of tears fill my eyes can’t
Stop the flow, and
Words continue flying through my mind
Too many consequences in this world,
Only two choices in life
I will live and I
Will die
But I will never surrender
To my death without a fight,
I will live and breathe
The sun-rays and drink the rain water from above
Live happily a day at a
Time
Until my creator decides
But I will always be prepared for that
Final walk about, in the
Meantime
I will utter what I wish
Pray
Wherever my heart desires, no
One can change me,
Love me for who I’ am,

For I’ am my own self….

xoxo,
Dymphna

Royal Hobby Come Back

A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous. ~Ingrid Bergman

miss you my lovely man =)

xoxo,
Dymphna

New Updates!

It's August! and currently going to September. Times flies so fast. I can't hardly remember where I've to start my story now, cos I've been stop blogging for a long time. It's been a new world for me now cos;

1. got my carrier that i dream of (teaching)
2. posting to Kota Marudu (new place that never think I would be here today)
3. no more whining in live. (start grow old)
4. my love grow bigger since my man not around me. (but he keep on visiting me here, that's make me love him)
5. missing my puppies (biskut and zorro)
6. kuntut? I'm so speechless (every time I remember of her, make my tears running down, poor kuntut)
7. got new puppy (face like captain sparrow)
8. face a lot of students characters
9. new colleague, environment and routine
10. definitely now I have a new life without change any of me (so that's my man would not be worry...hehehe)

xoxo,
Dymphna

Random pictures of puppie

Kuntut's babies are getting big..bigger...and biggest ahead. They were like a babies to me too...hahaha funny and awkward...I love both of them =)

Zorro with black face and drop eye

Biskut + tiger as a background

playing together

owh....my Zorro

Biskut try to catch some attention

a sad face again...

long and lean Biskut

xoxo,
Dymphna

A teacher prayer

I want to teach my students how--

To live this life on earth,
To face its struggles and its strife
And to improve their worth.

Not just the lesson in a book,
Or how the rivers flow,
But to choose the proper path,
Wherever they may go.

To understand eternal truth,
And know right from wrong,
And gather all the beauty of
A flower and a song,

For if I help the world to grow
In wisdom and grace,
Then I feel that I have won
And I have filled my place.

And so I ask your guidance, God
That I may do my part,
For character and confidence
And happiness of heart.

Sincerely,
Dymphna

Followed

xoxo,
Dymphna

This is Me...

This is me when I’m BORED.

When I’m HUNGRY.

When you talked to me.

When you DIDN’T talk to me.

When I saw something that HURTS.

When I didn’t get my class lesson.

When I’m procrastinating.

When you broke my heart.

When you told me something that wasn’t good to hear.

When you lied to me.

When I’m REALLY excited.

When you told me I LOVE YOU.

When someone hurts me again.

When I’m with my friends.

When test results will be out tomorrow.

When I’m with you.